Zenchi, on 17 January 2005 - 05:12 AM, said:

I hate my parent's! They never let u do any thing, for EX: my brother is 17 and has no job because my parents wont let him do it, and he dont even have a cell pone..and u see 8 year olds running around with black berry's and tough screen *BLEEP*!...and i mean i dont even have one yet and im six teen. Your prob/ wondering why im writing this, because im mad because my parents were going to let me go to a friend's house named paul to go to a birth day party for the maybe 2 time in 16 years, besides my OWN!!.. and paul's mom was going to pick us up,,causei could not walk because my mom to worried im going to get hit by a car and all that crap, i have no idea waht they going to do when i move out. But anyways they got mad cause i walk to pauls grandmas house and i was in the back of the truck and pulling out fixing to leave and they tell me to go home!!..really make up your mind,,dont get my hopes up and then change your mind wtf! And i mean its my spring break and i have not been out the house ONCE but today Apr 13? thats it, my parents go out to eat like every day, and dont take us nowhere ...man...i just wish DHR! could come and get me because im tired of living here i wonder why some people SUICIDE and cut their wrist and crap,,live with my parents for 16 years u will go freaking insane!!:|

i dislike mine, their traditional and believe in (sometimes very severe) corporal punishment even though i'm in my teens, it doesn't stop either of them from quietly leading my out of the room and smacking the s*** out of me if a drop a plate, i mean i got used to it and honestly stopped crying past age 9, but i don't understand why they had me if they were just going to do this. on top of that i've paid a lot for their mistakes, financially they buy whatever they want whenever because that somehow makes more sense than keeping your mortgage afloat, i've had to do a lot of their paper work and even helped (pretty much did) my moms community college degree (for which my high school grades slip which i also go in crap for), i do all my dads office paperwork and it's like they act like stupid 20 year olds on purpose not caring about me at all, constant moving, me having to help them pay off loans. i've honestly just grown a bit indifferent towards my parents. i know i most certainly do NOT love or even mildly like them, i tolerate their presence, probably because they've spent my entire life pointing out all they do is tolerate me and my childish stupidities like wanting toys or a haircut (no seriously i had to beg to get my first haircut in a actual salon when i was 12, on my knees because my mother kept giving me a boy cut at home once a year), they are constantly yelling at for the mistakes they made with my older siblings who honestly with the drinking and other illegal things really left me no chance at ever having parents who gave a *BLEEP*. now its a bit like i'm being for to live in their house, doing all the household chores and renovations for another 2 years until i'm legal and can leave. not sure of it's normal to dislike them this much but i kind of do and can't wait do conpletely cut myself off from their world. and the insane thing is all the family i liked that were nice to me died, after the last one, i just sat there and thought Christ and f*** what the hell is going on and what did i deserve to get these complete deadbeats. i'm not sure if i'm being rude but i feel as if my happiness lies in never acknowledging their existence beyond repressed memories that refused to stay in the safe.