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Dear friends I think my will power is very good. Here I would like to narrate some thing I exactly don’t know whether it might be treated as your will power or not. Some years ago I was a non vegetarian. I loved chicken based dishes very much and I was not able to even think of my diet without chicken. At that time I was very fat and my weight was around 90 KG’s. I was very happy with my eating habits and loved it a lot. One day for the first time I went with my father to the chicken market, I was doing my graduation at that time. It was the first time when I went to the chicken market and my father when ordered a chicken to the shop keeper and he said my father “sir please wait for 15 minutes, I will make it ready for you.” and we sat on the chairs which was placed over there. I was continuously looking at him as to know what he is doing. He took a chicken and showed to us and then using his hands only he killed the poor bird and within minutes it was cleaned and changed into peaces. After that he packed the whole thing into a poly bag and gave it to me. With my father and this packed chicken peaces I came back to my home, gave it mummy, she prepared it as she did it for years. But that day when I sat for the lunch, I don’t know a special type of a feeling was there in my mind. I was not able to enjoy the chicken the manner in which I did before. In the same night I saw that chicken in my dreams also.  Dear friends from that day onwards again I had chicken many times but every now and then I remembered the chicken which I saw that day. And continuously thought of leaving non vegetarian at all. But the problem was the taste of chicken was my biggest weakness. This situation continued for about five more months. It was a very critical situation which I was facing. I was feeling like two of me are fighting with each other inside me. One was the person who liked the tasty chicken very much and the other was the one who don’t ever liked violence. At last one morning I decided to bring this situation to an end. And decided to be a pure vegetarian, and I conveyed this message to my parents and my brother also. It was a bit difficult for me at the initial stage whenever I remembered the taste. But slowly with my will I managed to succeed and now I know that I am a pure vegetarian.