fermin25

Hello to all the knowledgesutra forum support team. Last week I made a lot of post in the knowledgesutra forum and until today I have not get any Mycent. Mycents are the same as Tuesday and I need it with desperation but I understand sometimes there are some troubles with the script because it is in beta I only want to know if someone else is in my own situation and when the support team will fix this....

Thank you for your answer I hope your help....

I was last sunday in my aunt house and suddenly we start to talk about all the woman who suffer the male violence here in my country... But In middle of discussion we remember to some guy who lived with his wife and he found her cheating with a neighbor in his own bed and he wanted to hit her but he controlled himself and forgive her because they were christians and his wife asked for his forgiveness. Of course it wasn´t easy for him to forgive her... how can be this easy not?

Six months later he found his wife cheating him with one of his friends in some mall and he prefered don´t say her nothing and when she arrived to the house he beat her and broke his arm, some ribes and the mandibule with a broomstick. Of course hearing the scandale the neighbors called the cops who arrested him and incredibly in the trial the judge(a woman) gives him 22 years of prison.

My opinion is: The man has rigth to beat his woman when she is cheating him. Only imagine all the humillation you think you can control yourself?? How...

That is my opinion the women sometimes are so.... better I don´t say more

Well I am young like the most of the members of this forum. We all specially the men sometimes feel like obssesed with the sex and we have the need to found a girlfriend to fall in love and have sex with her. But in some cases there are girls that are traditional. Don´t want sex before the marriage. They maybe feel a lot of pressure because they desire to have sex with men but they can´t because their tradition is more important. These ladies believes in a myth too. Well I say that is a myth: Once one man sleep with them he will lose the love and emotion. Maybe this is truth with some man who are with a girl only to have sex with her but when a man really love a woman the love can grow with sex in my opinion. But I had the idea to make this topic in this forum to ask to all the knowledgesutra members their opinion about the sexuals relationships in the boyfriends. I am totally agree with the traditional but sometimes the women have scared about having sex and the tradition is not so important to them but they hang it because they find an excuse on it. Particularly my girlfriend is virgin I have could check it. I have been close to have sex with her but in the exact time she start to cry and I feel bad and stop. Some of you maybe think what a loser if she leave you one day you will regret about the opportunities you had to have sex with her. Yeah maybe you are rigth but I love her. I am totally crazy for her and I don´t want to hurt her. But like every man I feel the great need to be intimately with a woman you know I was close to fall in pornography and somethings like that. I don´t know it´s very difficult to expose all my feelings about that but maybe the hormones are acting in this part of my life. I am 21 years old so you can imagine all the need of experiment sex I have now.

So you can deduct all the interest I have in make you this question. All men pass trougth this decission I think when we have a virgin girlfriend so I want your answers and you are friendly and good I want your advice because the ocassions to have sex with my girlfriend happen regullarly and if it´s not correct what I am doing please give me some explain and I will consider it.

Well I have a lot of defects. I am human of course I have to be defected. But in the last few years I was experimenting something weird and with advantages and disadvantages too. It isn´t easy to me explain this. It´s like a virtual world that is in my head and in an insigth point of view it´s like something real but it isn´t. Maybe you are confused and maybe you are thinking that I am crazy but let me explain this in this topic and MAYBE you will found that you are in the same trance like me.

I have discovered that this virtual world is here to me when I am dissapointed with the real world. For example I live with a mad obssesion for the money and when I fall in the reality and see that I am poor I start to imagine that I am rich, I have cars, houses, companies, women and you know a lot of stupid things. They are stupid things. But in some way this make me feel better and help me to don´t fall in depression by the real world. A lot of my friends have the same practice in their lifes. They told me that the main virtual world that they experiment is with women when they can conquer a woman. All my friends are nerds like me so Imagine that. They told me that sometimes they imagine them with a pretty girlfriend in the college, living with them, having sex with them and you know...

This is weird and when we talk about this type of things that are happening to us we are considering seriously that we are crazy or we aren´t normal people.

But I have read a lot of books about auto-suggestion. I think this happen to all the people in one time of their lifes. Maybe the unconscient mind gives us a piece of the things that we want to have or experiment to makes us feel better. That is my theory but who can know. I don´t have fantasies with women but I have a lot of fantasies with money and companies. I don´t know but I can avoid it it´s like a disease. But I have made some observations related with this phenomenon:

1. The pleasure you feel because you think that you have or experiment things that are impossible in the real world makes you feel better and helps you to believe that you can do it in the real world.

2. The effect of the fantasies are stronger listening to the music.

3. More you are experiment these fantasies more difficult they come true in the future.

For example: I have read a lot of e-commerce books in the internet. I have hacked websites to download ebooks without pay because I can´t pay them, only to read the books or watch the videos. I dream with a good business in the internet and make money in an automatic pilot system with the internet and my website. I signed up to knowledgesutra and astahost with the purpose of getting a hosting plan to my websites. I passed entire days imagining me making huges amount of money in the internet. And now two years later of the beginning of this obsession what do I have? Nothing... I lost my time with fantasies and I didn´t anything in the real world. It´s weird and I don´t know if this is a disease or it´s normal. Having these types of fantasies like an obsession is unhealthy.

I am telling you this because I want to know if having fantasies and obsessions are normal to you too. I don´t know maybe I have an psicologist disease or something. Please I wait your comments and please be honest.

Regards.

Since ancient times there is something rare in the world. Everywhere have something to tell about witchcraft and maybe in your location there is some stories too. The witchcraft is something that is forbidden to practice in the bible so if you think that this is only garbage and the witchcraft doesn´t exist analyze why the bible forbid its practice. In my country there is a lot of examples and a lot of people who actually practice the witchcraft. Since poor people in general to etnic people like the black have these type of practices and I will tell you like in my point of view and the point of view of my country what the witchcraft is...

In Honduras the witchcraft consist in the practice of dark magic with the purpose of hurt to other people. There is a lot of examples that people who has suffered spells like a neighbor who start to grow in his business and the people says that a friend jealous of his success contract a witch. My neighbor started to lose money then started to have figths with his wife and with this wife´s family and then problems with the banks and with his partners. One year later we has lost to his family and his business. And being he in my house he started to cry and in the tears he showed us bits of glass the came from his eyes. And being he in my house his car turns on alone whitout the key. Rare things real rare things. All this happened in two years. And when a friend told him about the witchcraft and the possibility of this he thougth that is not truth witchcraft doesn´t exist. But his friend insist and took him and visit a witch and ask her to make a counterspell and from the nigth to the morning my neighbor changed he started to work again and in one year he recovered his business and althougth he never came back with his wife he has a good relationship with his sons. The witchcraft stole him good years only for envy.

This is only one of a lot of stories that I particularly know and I have seen with my own eyes. And you maybe are questioning you about what is my interest in this topic. Well my real interest has always existed but now maybe is potenciated because one of my classmates in the medical school was found making witchcraft practices to do his girlfriend to reprobate the final exams. He was found with a book with black magic and with candles and snake skin in the bathroom by a security officer. This is a bomb in all the college and you can imagine all the expectation of the people who have beed remembering all the stories like these in all the towns of the country.

I believe in God but there are bad things too like witchcraft. I wanted to write this topic to share with you this type of events that happen regularly in my country and ask you if you have the same events in yours?

I hope your answer and I actually scared because here is 4 a.m. and it´s dark. I should be lie on the bed.

Bye and Regards.